Day 114

Not much to post after my epic rant last night so im just gonna say long day, love my baby, and finally got around to repainting my nails. Now for a couple episodes of gargoyles before I hit the sack. Baby, this is definatly a show you and me are going to be watching together curled up eating junk food. I enjoy those moments most and there is no one i would rather do that with than with you. Have a good day and sleep tight.

Day 113

Omg, so people seriously piss me off. I bought a gate to put on the door in my room so my sisters old cat can't get in because she is old and dying and likes to pee on everything including my $50 boots. And I posted this information (I did not say she was an old cat because I was pretty sure saying she peed everywhere implyed this) and some chick was like "I hate to tell you this but cats can jump". No shit! Its not like I havn't lived with cats my entire life and didn't go out and buy and expensive gate just to have the damn cat jump over it. If she could jump over it why the hell would I bother to buy a fucking gate in the first place? Im not an idiot! I do have a brain, and it does function. Fucking people. Im sorry she might have meant well, but really a comment like that is just bitchy all the way around. And while im on the subject of stupid shit people post on facebook, if your having issues with people giving you shit about something, dont fucking post it on facebook! If you post a picture of a bleeding hand, expect comments, if you post a picture of a car wreck, expect questions, if you post pics or status updates that let people know what your personal life is like they are going to comment and if they dont like what they see cause drama, so if you going to post it either shut the hell up and dont complain or just dont post it period. Yes its your wall and you can post whatever you want, but at least delete the people giving you a hard time. GEEZ! You would think that some people would learn. But no, drama drama drama. Makes me want to delete my facebook because I have to deal with stupid fucking people all the time. And i totally would if Justin didn't use it to keep up with me and stuff when we can't talk like we do now. Gah, I totally love ranting makes me feel alot better. Wish I could just tell everyone what I thought right away and just list it off, but then id have a ton of people bitching at me. Bottom line is, if your not smart enough to filter what you put on your profile for whoever is on your friendslist or the world to see, dont complain when it bites you in the ass.

Babe, I feel much better after my rant. And now I wont have to rant about this to you later which im sure you will be happy about although I know you totally agree with me. And that is why we get along so well, we have similar opinions about things. Anyways have a good day, hopefully I will feel less bitchy when i wake up and talk to you in the morning.

Day 112

Ugh long annoying day of talking to tons of different people on phones and stuff. Work wasn't my favorite today, maybe im just tired, but my shift tomorrow is a shorter one so I will be able to have a break which is good.

Baby! you totally freaked me out when I saw I had missed a call from you but then we were able to talk and it just turns out you forgot I was working! silly boy. I really do love you, I wish you could cuddle up to me and keep me warm. I needs my heater. Loves you love

Day 111

So today was a very long but good day. I have decided to avoid working sundays if at all possible because they are the devil incarnate and go by way too slowly, my hour lunch felt like three hours of torture. But I got to talk to Justin lots and we were both in really good moods. I was so hyper after work and was talking so fast im suprised he was able to understand me. I also have my schedual for next week all put together, working 39 hours. YAY! Long shifts but its all for the monies! Which is very important.

Baby! I really do love everything about you, even the parts I dont like so much I still love, I mean personality wise, your physically attractive to me in every way possible and when I see you.... oh yeah. But anyways, thank you for the good laughs tonight, I needed them. I hope you have a great day and work and I will talk to you in the morning!

Day 110

Such a good, long day today. Woke up to a strang drunken message from my baby which was nice and made me smile like an idiot, and then we video chatted for like five hours, even though I probably spent three of those sleeping and another one and a half was spent with both of us watching our own anime/cartoons. He was watching cowboy beebop and I was watching Gargoyles. But we did have a really good chat with each other, got some important things discussed and found his rings we want to buy, now all he has to do is pick out a watch. That boy is just as bad as me, I swear. Between the two of us our closets are going to be overflowing, there will be three jewlery boxes, and we will constantly be having to budget for our expenses! lol, no it probably wont be that bad at all. We are really good about compromising on things. Do men have jewlery boxes? I wanted to get Justin a nice box to put his rings and stuff in when he isn't able to wear them for work and stuff. That will of course have to wait for a while since im trying to budget three major expenses at once but its something to keep in mind as a present. So after I talked to Justin I went to work and that went really well, I met this new chick that was really nice and I liked talking to her even though she reminded me eerily of someone I know and dislike greatly. That was confusing. And then one customer cried on me because she has had a lot go on in her life and I just gave her a big hug, I wished I could have done more for her. Then I closed, got my paycheck and came home. Got on facebook with my head spinning like crazy for 15 minutes. Did my photo of the day and now im writing my blog and thats my day in a nutshell. At least my back and feet dont hurt nearly as bad as they did the first couple of days, I think im getting use to this whole work thing.

Baby, i really wish I could be with you right now and be your nurse to help you get better, I hate that your sick and I can't do anything for you. This first paycheck wasn't alot so im going to buy a couple things I need and the rest of the paychecks after this go straight to the savings. I hope your feeling much better soon and get lots of your schoolwork done. I really do love you with all my heart babe and I can't wait until I can hold you in my arms again, curl up real close to you and listen to your heart beat. I hope when you wake up you feel much better so get a good restful nights sleep and I will talk to you in the morning baby. love love

Day 109

So had a super long day, woke up at 2 which was 2 hours earlier than I planned to but at least I was able to talk to Justin for a bit and that made me happy. Work was long, almost threw up twice, and was nautious all day after that and im tired right now but I can't get to sleep. I uploaded pics onto facebook today and that was fun. Ok, im done typing can't think of anymore to say.

Baby, loves you, hope you feel better and less grumpy when I talk to you next mkay, remember happy thoughts.

Day 108

Going to sleep getting up at 3. The joys of working. Baby i know you don't like the holidays and don't feel good but don't take it out on me i can only handle so much. I love you very much and that wont ever change. I hope i can talk to you before work.

Day 107

I did not work today, but I did watch my baby play video games all day. Now that may sound creppy but its just kinda what we do, we skype even when we aren't necessarily talking, it makes me feel like we are in the same room together and not thousands of miles apart. I dont work tomorrow but i have to make sure I sleep lots because I work black friday... joy. And my room is extreamly creepy tonight, damn looks like no sleep tonight. But i hope my baby sleeps well and feels better, he thinks he might be getting sick.
Baby, you should just admit you bought skyrim for you and not me, even though I don't think you would have bought it if i hadn't said that i wanted to play it... so my bad there. But I love you anyways. I hope you are having lots of fun and that you have a great thanksgiving. I love you baby and I will talk to you as much as possible tomorrow. Feel better loves.

Day 106

Such a long but good day. I didn't work until noon so I got to spend some good quality time with my baby on skype this morning which of course put me in a good mood all morning. I made a small mistake at work, told the manager, and he told me it was alright and now I knew so just not to do it again. So I was glad I didn't get in trouble. I also made past my sales goal for the past two days and signed up two people for macy's cards the past two days. So yay me! Alot of people allready have macy's cards who shop there which is nice because its the easiest to work through on the register. And im finally getting the hang of stuff, I still can't help individual people in the departments because I don't know the merchandise nearly well enough but that just sort of comes with the teritory of being flex. So I think im just going to focus on putting the merchandise back where it goes and ringing people up. Today was also my short day though and I dont work for the next two days so hopefully my feet will get a break and I can start wearing them in again when I go to work 5 am on black friday. Anyways, my baby should be back to his room to talk sometime soon, at least i hope so, I really wanna see him and let him know how im doing with work.

Baby, you are seriously the light of my life right now, whenever I think of how hard work is and how I just wanna quit, I think of you and all the crap you would give me if i did and then i smile and laugh and remind myself that even though it wont be much, we are going to need this money in the future. I really wish I could con you into a foot rub right about now, but thats just not possible so I will settle for some silly antics please, I need my dose of laughter and you are the best medicine I could ever have. Thank you so much for everything you do, you seriously have no idea how much you mean to me and how much all the little things mean. I love you baby, forever and always.

Day 105

Tired, aching feet, so this ones going to be short. Long day at work, working tomorrow in childrens so that should be fun. Hoping to get plenty of sleep tonight, last two nights havn't been good for me sleep wise.
Baby, i love you and im so glad you liked everything i sent you, sorry its such an early christmas present, timing the mailings is so weird. But yeah! glad you like your xbox too. I just really wanna cuddle with you right now, mkay? So c'mere and cuddle with me just as soon as you possibly can and I be a happy Tami.

Day 104

Went through the whole day at work thinking I did really great just to get home, write down my schedual for the week and realize I made a huge uh-oh. Oh well though, not much I can do about it now, whats done is done. Anyways, im so tired, I didn't reallize it was possible for my back to hurt so bad just from standing all day, and the back of my knees, and my ankles, and the bottoms of my feet and lordy. This working thing is more taxing than a fifty pound backpack I had to pack around in school. Speaking of school I withdrew officially, and when I was withdrawing they failed to mention a small fee that I owed to them. So Im p****d because I need to earn double what I was hoping to pay back everything and still help Justin and me out by saving up money. I just hate schools, they screw you over every chance you get. So I don't think I will be attending one ever again at least that is my current frame of mind, we will see after I have had a chance to cool down from feeling screwed over by the last school I attended. My room is freezing cold and I had a NIGHTMARE last night which sucked, I woke up crying and called Justin to calm down because I couldn't figure out if I was awake or asleep. It was truly horrible and left me exausted this morning because I had a hard time falling asleep after that and speaking of sleep I really need to get some since I start work at 9:45 in the morning. Fun stuff, and of course I have to wake up early to talk to my baby a little bit or my day won't be nearly as sunshiny. Oh one more note of good news, I got several work outfits! YAY! now I don't have to wear the same crap everyday. Thank you mommy who I love so much for spending even more money on me. I promise I will pay you back every penny.

Baby, you are a turd, but I love you anyways. Next time you really don't like something I pick out, just say it right away because thinking you like it and then having you bash it before you remember why you kept your mouth shut in the first place about not liking it just makes it hurt more. So remember, communication. And even though I know you still dont like it im going to try and convince you of it anyways. Because I am an obstinat little creature and I know that you will love me anyways and find it more cute/funny than anything else that I think I could possibly sway you of anything. But thats enough, I need sleep and you are at work makings of the mulahs for the foods and stuff. My big strong manly man. I love you and really really wish I could just hold you right now, I was holding the computer while you were on webcam thats how strong my urge was. Yes, i am a sad panda but thats the way the cookie crumbles. Have a great day baby and I will talk to you when I wake up.

on a side side note, I think i have a cardboard cut on the tip of my right pointer finger. 0.0 ouch!

Day 103

Worked my first official shift today at my first official job. Im so proud of me. My back is killing me though i deffinatly need a pair of flats. Baby aren't you proud? And i have still gotten to talk to you lots. I love you love now come here and make my icy room tosty warm please and thank you. Take care and ill talk to you soon.

Day 102

All i want to say for today is i love you baby now and forever.

Day 101

Computers being lame and just erased my paragraph that i don't feel like retyping so baby i hope you get some good and needed rest and that i will be able to talk to you lots after work. Sweet dreams my love.

Day 100

Noo the triple digits allready. I guess its good cuss it means i will see him sooner but its just been so long since i last saw him. I miss my baby a whole bunches and i wants him here right meow to cuddle with after my very long stressful day.

Baby i love the fact u can always brighten up my mood. All i need to do is see that beautiful face or hear one of your outrageous jokes and im feeling much better. Im so happy that you are the person i get to spend the rest of my life with. Thank you for everything.