Day 251

Finally my hair is starting to cooperate with me and do what I tell it to do. I had to throw out a bunch of makeup today and buy some new ones because my old ones were bad, that took a large chunk out of my pocket. Thankfully though I won't have to buy anything else this month.

Love you baby, really wishing I could hold you right now.

Day 250

So tired and I don't even know why but I am going to finish my episode of 30 Rock and then roll over and get some sleep. Had a really great time yesterday with my friends and today my mom and I went shopping with grandma and my sister and I think I finally found a way to make my hair do what I want it to do and look like I want. On the down side of that I totally know my style and it is of course expensive.

Missing you baby every moment of everyday. I really wish we could be cuddled up and watching this show together, soon we will be, and that will be amazing when it happens. I love you so much. XOXO

Day 249

Hanging out with a good friend tonight. Dr's appointment went well. Missing my husband so badly.
I love you babe! Talk to you in the morning XOXO

Day 248

So I am super excited tomorrow I get my physical done and then we send in the paperwork and wait for a yes or no. Its almost over! Soon I will be with my husband and I cannot wait to see him. I don't think i will be able to sleep tonight which of course will make the time pass slower. UGH! Be here friday, be here!

I love you baby so much and I miss you and just hang in there we are almost though this!

Day 247

I almost forgot!  Im just now going to bed. Got caught up in a television show.

Love you baby, stop getting me hooked on shows! Im getting to be as bad as you! XOXO

Day 246

Very sick

i miss you hunny and i really wish you were here

Day 245

Slept most of today, but at least my fever broke. Not much else to say really.

Love you baby, hope you have an amazing day at work and pt and such. I miss u so much!

Day 244 Happy Easter

I have been sick today, running a fever and wasn't able to join in on the festivities. Which sucked but what made it much better was the fact that my baby talked to me on Skype ALL DAY! He really is the best ever.

I love you so much baby! Have a great day at work. XOXO

Day 243

Got to talk to my love lots last night and quite a bit today, had lots of fun hanging out with friends and now its movie time with my momma. We are watching the replacements. Hopefully I will talk to love lots more in the morning. And its Easter tomorrow!

Love you baby, so so much. We will be together again soon.

Day 242

Today was a really good day, not only did I get to talk to my husband a ton, I also decorated Easter eggs with my family. It was actually quite fun. But I don't really feel like writing all that much tonight, I would rather enjoy watching the hubby play his video games.

I love you baby! And I am so glad I get to see and talk to you. Hugs and Kisses!

Day 241

Just got out of the theaters watched Titanic in 3D with my mom. I am really glad I had the opportunity to see it on the big screen as I was too young the first time around and it is one of my favorite movies. The 3D aspect of it killed my eyes but I think it was worth it, i just have to find a way to get rid of the pain. Made me think a lot about what I would have done had I been put in that position and I would have been right there by rose. I wouldn't have left my husbands side for all the money in the world. I always tear up at the end of the movie, and this time was no different, maybe even a little more intense because the love I feel for my husband is like Rose's for Jack times ten and I just miss him so much and everyday without him is like a stab wound to the heart. I know we are so close now, closer than we have ever been, but it just all feels so hard and I just want to hold him so much.

Baby, I miss you, I say it every night on this blog, and every night on my photo of the day but its true, I miss you so much and I don't know what to do, I want to see you and talk with you all the time because that makes it easier for me but I know it makes it harder for you to see me and not be able to hold me and I just really don't know what to do. I feel like I'm floating in the ocean half of the time, submerged in this sea of loneliness and only you can rescue me from it. But you are so far away and just hearing your voice helps me out. Every day feels like a week, I don't even remember what I did yesterday morning it all feels like a lifetime away. Time is passing so slowly baby, so until I can be in your arms once again I just have this everyday routine of talking to you when at all possible and trying to hide the pain. I love you so very much.

Day 240

So I got my dependent ID today and the pic turned out pretty good. Facebook made me really angry and I want to watch the Titanic in theaters so bad its about all I can think of. I know my posts have been short but I really do not like this new layout of blogger at all. So I don't feel like posting on it. :/

I love you baby, one more thing is finished and we are again that much closer! I miss you so much! Have a great day at work.

Day 239

Been a rough couple of days, I have been babysitting a lot and I just got two new piercings which are sore, nose and naval, I can't excersize with the naval ring for a long time so that kills my plans there. But I like it a lot so I am happy with the piercings. And I am making money from the babysitting which is awesome. I had an unfortunate situation today where I had to end a friendship and I still feel sort of sick about it but it just had to be done. Right now I am watching Gabriel Iglesies with my mom and brother in law, he is my favorite comedian. Its been a really good night.

Baby, I hope you have a great day at work and get your wedding ring soon. Hugs and Kisses love. Just for the record it makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside when you call me love. I love when you call me love. Its my favorite nickname you have for me. XOXO

Day 238

Had a great day today, babysitting and spending time with my mommy, we watched the new BONES and it was EPIC! And I don't really feel like blogging. So thats it for tonight.

Love you baby, have a great day!

Day 237

Hanging with some good friends tonight and babysitting tomorrow. Super short post tonight.

Love you my dear have a great day at work.