One Year Today

I woke up this morning to a text from Justin and it made me smile from ear to ear. He said "Congratulations babe, we made it a year, ur stuck with me." To which i responded "Yay! I love you" lol.

I can't believe it has been an entire year since I started dating him. The time has passed really slowly and yet gone by so fast. I miss him a lot but im always happy to hear his voice when he calls and I treasure every second I have when we are together. Many things have happened this year and although we have had our dissagrements I believe we can make it through anything. I know the road ahead of us is going to be long and bumpy, but I know we can make it through. I love him with all my heart and im going to do everything in my power to make sure I never loose him.

I love you baby

<3 October 20, 2010 <3

~Tamizan Rae

What a weekend

So it all started out friday, no actually friday was pretty dang good. I mean I didn't get an assignment done, but not having one turned in wont kill me. The real pain started Saturday. I woke up in an amazing mood, and decided I needed some new music, so I started downloading. This turned into a full on fest of wanting more and more music. Well my computer decided to crash so I hit the restart button. The computer just kept going through the start up process over and over again. I was pissed and worried because I thought I might have a virus. I took the comp into best buy and they ran a diagnosis, turns out it looks like my hard drive is failing. So lovely, in my freshmen year of college my computer decides to die. Instead of paying the nearly 400 or more dollars to fix it im going to just save up and buy a new one. I am paying 100 dollars to recover as much of my documents and pictures I can though.

Yesterday I decorated with my family and friends for halloween and that was fun. My grandma keeps walking around on her foot that was injured so thats not good. I have a ton of reading to do tonight and I need to edit my paper from 1000 to 800 words. Bleh. But on the plus side of it all.... no wait there isnt a plus side. Im using my moms laptop right now.

I complain, a lot. Justin pointed out this fact to me and I am begining to realize just how true it is. I don't mean to complain, it just always ends up turning out that way. Like what I posted before, it wasn't meant as a complaint but thats how it comes out. Whatever, I will work on it. I will also work on getting a job. I have applied for one place and I'm going to apply for another monday.

I'm worried for Kat and I really hope everything goes ok with her. She is a friend of mine and had a seziure today so she is at the hospital right now getting checked up on. I really hope she is ok.

Im going to get off this thing now. Do something productive like read and study. Be on sometime soon.

~TamizanRae

Today was a good day, then bad, and now good again =D

I woke up early and got to take Zach to school with my aunt to see how its done so I can take him for the next couple of weeks. I have to start waking up at 7 in the morning to get ready for Zach then I need to get him to school by 8:30 sharp. Afterwords I go to my grandmothers until school starts.
After school today I went to my grandmothers and stayed for a couple of hours then I came home and made dinner for my mom. Then I found out I did all of my homework incorrectly and had to re-do it all. But now Im talking to my man so everything is good and right in the world. Gonna go talk now. post later.

~Tamizan Rae

Yes, it is once again time....

For a very long, detailed post about what I have been up to. I know what your thinking, "Oh Joy". But you know what, some of it is kinda actually a little interesting maybe.... =D
So I guess I will start with the first of the month. Nothing was happening really. See now was that so hard? I can't even remember what I did last weekend... I feel like I went somewhere for a birthday party or something... I know my mom had me cleaning the house and I had some homework to do. Not fun.
You know what, I'm just gonna start with Monday. That's easier to remember. Monday I stayed home from school because I felt belch. Tuesday I went to school and came home. Wednesday, went to school came home. Thursday had my first tutoring apt. for Chinese at 9:30 (see something new) Then went to class and came home. Friday I had a test in my Chinese class, I don't want to jinx myself but i think i did alright. Then I came home, and got ready to go to Kristina's birthday party. Mom was late getting home but she called to tell me that my grandmother had fallen and had broken her foot. Lovely, so after she was all taken care of we went to Kristina's bday and then went back over to check on grandma. Saturday was Gina's birthday party, lots of screaming teenage girls. I swear me and my friends never made that much noise... ever. Then we came home and checked on grandma again. Today I went over to my grandmothers and spent the morning with her. Then came home did chores and did my homework assignment for English.

Now is where the fun part starts. For the next week I have to be up and ready to go by seven-ish so I can take care of my cousin Zack and take him to school at 8:30 sharp. Then after that (the time I would normally be sleeping) I'm going to go over to my grandmothers house and check on her and then walk to class. After class I am going to go back to my grandmothers and make sure she is alright and doesn't need anything before I go home. Then I get to do my homework and start the process all over again for the next 6 weeks at least. (Maybe less time depending on how quickly my grandmother heals). So yeah, that's my fun schedule. Jealous aren't you.

So I have a couple of friends I know and I haven't really had a lot of time to hang out with anybody and they are getting sour at me because I missed a big group get together Friday. (The day my grandmother broke her foot and of Kristina's birthday) When I got home I passed out I was so tired. I didn't even call and talk to Justin, that's how tired I was. (And that's a really big thing because I usually can't sleep unless I've at least said goodnight to him). But anyways, these people are sour at me and I'm just like, you guys, my family comes first. Always. Period. End of story. It just really pisses me off. And I know its been months since I've been able to do anything... but right now I am focused on getting out of the situation I am in and into one that makes me happy because quite frankly I am 99% miserable lately. Grrrrrrr. I really hate people sometimes. But It's whatever. I don't need them complicating my life and if they are going to give me shit for being to busy to goof off, well then I guess they aren't true friends anyways.

On the plus side.... no there isn't really a plus side right now. Oh well. I'm going to go put some poetry on my poems blog. Poems Here! check them out if you have some time and please comment and let me know what you think.

Lots of Love
~Tamizan Rae

What a month

I do realize I have not been posting or updating this as regularly as I would have originally liked but that's how life goes. There isn't really anything new to post. I didn't go to class today because I wasn't feeling well and sometime this week I'm going shopping. I have talked to my best friend about our future college plans and its nice to know we are both thinking along the same lines of "get it over with and get outta here". But yeah, other than that I can't say very much. I cannot wait for Christmas to be here, time is passing way too slowly but thankfully I get to talk to Justin every night. I feel blessed that I am able to talk to him so much because I remember when I maybe heard from him once a week and that was all e-mail. I have waves sometimes when I'm talking to him and I just want to cry because I miss him so badly, but right now I'm holding onto Christmas when I will get to see him again. Time, please speed up! anyways I might as well get some homework done. later.

~Tamizan Rae